Bach-ing it again

Well I have written 2 posts and ended up deleting both of them. My life is so dull right now, I dread putting it to words. So if you find yourself dozing off, I completely understand!

My husband left Wed morning for a business meeting in TX. He returns on Sunday. I was actually happy to see him gone. He was just a prick all weekend. We were painting the kids rooms, and he was all “Master painter” on me. Now I have painted more than he ever has, I have a steadier hand, and I am anal. He acted like it was my first time ever. I HATE to be to how to do something. My father worked in the construction business, and dealt with alot of painters, painting new homes. His family puts the “white” in white collar. Then we went to dinner at a nice resturant for dinner on Sat. This is the kind of place that has no kid menus, no plastic kid cups. Just not a place for crazy kids. Our kids can handle it for about and hour and a half. About hour 2, he orders a Grand Marnier (sp) Now you can’t chug this down. The kids are all up and walking around the table. The table we are seated at is right in the main path, close to the kitchen. So you know this means me on alert for the kids running into someone carrying a tray full of drinks or food. I am starting to get a tad bit irritated. And he is getting mad at me. Ah hello!?! We have 2 kids under 5, this is not a time to be all cosmopolitan sipping a fucking after dinner drink. (We actually went early to avoid this, but the specials we were told about were wrong, so we had to wait for new meals to be brought out)

So next weekend I am the sponser for my neice’s confirmation. The silent one I wrote about before. I have to pick her up Monday for a pre-conf deal. I am not looking forward to it. I have no idea if my sister said anything to her that I was pissed off.  I guess I will see.

I will be 40 in less than 2 weeks. I have not come near my weight loss goal fo 15-20lbs that I hoped for. I have actually put on weight which pisses me off. I don’t know if my thyroid is messed up again and I need to up my medication. I am due for a yearly check up soon, so I will get it tested. I have been good about getting on the treadmill, so maybe it is just some added muscle weight. ( I lift weights too)

And Becky, since you are the only one I know who reads this, I will donate to the Now I  Lay me down to sleep charity. I kick myself dor not doing it away, but I will do it as soon as I log off here. And I also can sympathise with you about the fear you had during your pregnancy with Alex. Every time I went to the doctor for them to listen to the heartbeat, I was waiting for them to say,”Sorry there is no heartbeat.” I really did not get to enjoy being pregnant, for the fear God was playing a cruel joke on me. I look back and realize I was numb for 5 months.  I still have a bit of baby lust left in me, but I think it is just wanting to be pregnant and enjoy it. Now don’t get me wrong, it was an incredibly easy and smooth preg. Heck it was really only 5 months long for me because I found out when I was already 4 months along. I had no morning sickness and the only trouble I had was a touch of heartburn.

Ok enough whining from me-I will go get my credit card right now!


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3 Responses to “Bach-ing it again”

  1. Warm, Like The Evening Sun at Mommy Wants Vodka Says:

    […] see here! Someone I DON’T EVEN KNOW is perpetuating this kindness. B1G1 has made a donation to Now I Lay Me Down To […]

  2. Becky Says:

    Dude, thank you so much for perpetuating this kindness. All you have to do is read the comments on that post to see how much people who have lost babies are really touched by all of the love. It’s just shocking and amazing and wonderful all at the same time.

    I can’t thank you enough.

  3. Chris Austria Says:

    Now you have two readers…I trying to visit all of Becky’s recommended sites and I must say that the lady has good taste.

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